It's the fact that we know mythical creatures can be defeated is what keeps us going every day.
As I've said multiple times on and off the screen: this is my Living chapter. This is where I really get grinding on who I am. I don't know, it just happened.
Today. I think. My heart was broken again. It's a different way each time, that's why it hurts. They say the first cut is the deepest; well how about this- that may be the deepest but it's sure as hell still going to hurt when you cut somewhere else! It's called pain transfer (Troke terminology). Instead of thinking about how you suck in school, let's see how you take it when your boyfriend decides to cheat on you and leave you. Aren't thinking about those grades anymore are ya? Well, still that doesn't work and it makes a massive pool of, well, pain. No one ever asked for this, so trust me, you're not alone.
I thought if I fell again, it would be because I tripped, not because someone or something pushed me down. I'm just so reckless right now. I have ruined my chances of a high school sweetheart by destroying my soul link to light, and I'm in darkness once again. Sadly the difference is I'll probably not be depressed where I'm crying and sleeping; more like insomnia, eating, and drinking.
My worst fear: I end up smoking- cigarettes.
I think I'll be fine, it's one of those phases we all go through right? If anyone reads this, I'm pretty sure it'll be the reaction we all get when we searched for porn and found Miley Cyrus instead.
Hm, that's really not attractive.
Troke.
[i want you.Kings of Leon]
Fairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten.
G.K. Chesterton.
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