I hate feeling undesirable. It is as if everything around me dissolved; I just don't know where my life went. I remember having happiness, having such joy. Nothing makes me happy anymore. And I'm cruel, have you ever felt cruel? Well, if not, it is when your heart blocks out everything and your head darkens even the lightest parts of your head, and slowly but surely, you loose the color in your open-mindedness, then loose the faith you had before, and finally, loose love.
Really. This blog has turned into a personal life story. So I feel I should add a picture of how I'm feeling to each of these. Maybe for later. Because of course- I'm talking to myself.
Android won't update on my phone. So no angry birds- which makes me, an angry bird.
fuck this shit.
Troke.
[home.Brian McKnight]
What is the point in being alive if you don't at least try to do something remarkable?
John Green.
[hayley williams of Paramore; Final Riot Tour August 2008; photo cred: me]
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