Andy Anderson

that is the most awesome name ever.

If you've ever had doubts about who you are- ultimately (I believe) you have NO FRIGGIN IDEA WHO YOU ARE.
But then, maybe you know...just stop trying to scare yourself.

Define yourself. That's what I want to do with myself- define myself.

Maybe I'm scared of over analyzation and I can't get pass the fact that the one person that loved me is more like a dream than a reality. I define my life as a diamond, only viewed in my perspective as broken glass. I wish I was beautiful. I wish I could be a model- but I'm not strong enough. My heart is just a heart, I have no emotional heart it seems. If I fall in love now, all I want to do is have sex. I drift out of life sometimes, that's when I come here. And I have no idea who I am.

I'm scared of rejection. I am scared of being lonely, well not really that but the mistake of finding my independence as loneliness.

I am a mess. A scary shit of a mess. But I'll live with it, I mean I have, so why stop now?

Troke.
[turn it off.Paramore]

Wizards are fun and I wish it was real.
J.K. Rowling.