By the Freeway

I got what I wanted, again.

So why do I feel like this is right yet wrong? The unrealness disturbs me, like it'll go away- this I know. But will it go away all the way?
I think it's that unbearable feeling of knowing that you totally switched everything you had planned for and thought out. You're everything does not want to be wrong, and in fact no one wants to be wrong. I guess it's coming to grips with the reality of the unreal situation.

Otherwise, I'm happy. Maybe this is happiness. Feeling unreal when everything is quite real.

hm, what a beautiful feeling it is :)

Troke.
[on the bus mall.The Decemberists]

We must be willing to get rid of the life we've planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.

Joseph Campbell.